Prelife Choices:Why Did you Come Back?
Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2007 3:25 amIn Karen's thread about how lives relate I mentioned the prelife state. I'm wondering if anyone here has recalled or regressed to the between lives state, the prelife state as some call it. I've done a few regressions to the life between lives both for my present life as well as for some of my FPLs. Overall they are far more depthful than just regressing to a past life because it gives a much larger perspective about how the life in question fits into the big picture and how it relates to other lives. It's an area not many have seem to have explored so I was wondering if anyone else here has explored it. If so I have 2 questions.
1. Do you recall why and for what purpose(lesson etc.) you choose your present life circumstances/family?
2. Do you recall any of the other possibilities for lives you could have lived?
My answers.
1. I saw there being 2 or 3 major purposes for my life. The first involved resolving conflict with an individual I've had problems with in many lives and who I came close to violence with in the present. I successfully resolved the issue but the residual anger is still an issue. The second purpose seemed to be general resolution of lots of trauma that has been building up for many lives, which is a work in progress. I feel I've made alot of progress in that area but certainly no where near resolved. The last purpose seemed to be later on and stretched into the future and involved teaching. I saw that my many mental conflicts, if I could come to terms with them and resolve them, would give me extraordinary understanding of the human mind and deeper things, like all the various pyschic and paranormal phenomenon that interests me. I was aware too that it would likely be a very lonely inwardly focused life where I'd have to deal with much deception and mistrust. I see my literary interests as reflecting the teaching part. From glimpses into my own future I saw major resolutions/issues coming up around the 2020s and these subjects becoming more mainstream in the 2030s and 2040s. In my later life(2040s-2060s), assuming I resolve the necessary issues, I saw myself having students and being a founder of an international organization that studies these things.
I picked my parents primarily for location(meeting others)and a stable environment. Although I don't relate well to my parents I get along well with them better than average. I saw I had a tendency from other lives towards abusive and self destructive environments. To repeat those conditions would likely have resulted in me making no progress away from violence and destruction, my life is atypical in that regard. However many of my friends were raised in abusive families which leads me to wonder if I'd been born with their family groups in other lives and chose not to this time.
2. Before my present life I saw great vairations in choices, 14 in fact, ranging from a crippled man in Argentina, to many third world female lives as well as first world ones. Most of the lives I saw were poor and lived in oppressive environments but I rejected those mainly cause of the violent destructive tendencies above. Two choices however were very interesting in that they must have been very tempting to me as they bring up issues I've wondered about. The first was as a stunningly drop dead gorgeously attractive Japanese woman with a wealthy father. That seemed to be the most appealing life to me but the one in which I'd likely learn the least, although it would have allowed me to do good in the world. The other option was a male life as the wealthy son of a prominent American political figure. He was exceedingly rich and leaned pretty far to the right so our relationship would not be good. I saw myself having a Harvard education and plenty of money but would likely have bad relationships, not have most of my present awareness and not succeed politically in today's climate. I was unsure of whose son exactly I'd have been but I felt he definately could throw his weight around. He wasn't as bad as alot of the current administration but he's not the type I'd ever vote for or get along with and I sensed I'd likely be a source of shame for him. All my present issues with the government would be uncontrollably a source of conflict had I been born in that life. Still it would be interesting to find out who this individual is. I'd just have to find out if any prominent Republicans had a child around 1982-1984, though that might be a pretty big task. The reason for pickig my current life was that it provided mental conflict and a stable environment to resolve it, but not too easy I'd never pursue anything deeper, as in the 2 wealthy lives.
I also saw the prelife before one of my prominent roman lives to see the other options were to be the emperor of China's son or the son of a Syrian governor. In another of my lives I saw the other option of being born as the son of an Italian farmer who'd be a conflicted priest or the son of a Polish aristocrat. That was very interesting because I later met that individual in the life I ultimately chose and had strong affection for him almost as though I actually were his son!
1. Do you recall why and for what purpose(lesson etc.) you choose your present life circumstances/family?
2. Do you recall any of the other possibilities for lives you could have lived?
My answers.
1. I saw there being 2 or 3 major purposes for my life. The first involved resolving conflict with an individual I've had problems with in many lives and who I came close to violence with in the present. I successfully resolved the issue but the residual anger is still an issue. The second purpose seemed to be general resolution of lots of trauma that has been building up for many lives, which is a work in progress. I feel I've made alot of progress in that area but certainly no where near resolved. The last purpose seemed to be later on and stretched into the future and involved teaching. I saw that my many mental conflicts, if I could come to terms with them and resolve them, would give me extraordinary understanding of the human mind and deeper things, like all the various pyschic and paranormal phenomenon that interests me. I was aware too that it would likely be a very lonely inwardly focused life where I'd have to deal with much deception and mistrust. I see my literary interests as reflecting the teaching part. From glimpses into my own future I saw major resolutions/issues coming up around the 2020s and these subjects becoming more mainstream in the 2030s and 2040s. In my later life(2040s-2060s), assuming I resolve the necessary issues, I saw myself having students and being a founder of an international organization that studies these things.
I picked my parents primarily for location(meeting others)and a stable environment. Although I don't relate well to my parents I get along well with them better than average. I saw I had a tendency from other lives towards abusive and self destructive environments. To repeat those conditions would likely have resulted in me making no progress away from violence and destruction, my life is atypical in that regard. However many of my friends were raised in abusive families which leads me to wonder if I'd been born with their family groups in other lives and chose not to this time.
2. Before my present life I saw great vairations in choices, 14 in fact, ranging from a crippled man in Argentina, to many third world female lives as well as first world ones. Most of the lives I saw were poor and lived in oppressive environments but I rejected those mainly cause of the violent destructive tendencies above. Two choices however were very interesting in that they must have been very tempting to me as they bring up issues I've wondered about. The first was as a stunningly drop dead gorgeously attractive Japanese woman with a wealthy father. That seemed to be the most appealing life to me but the one in which I'd likely learn the least, although it would have allowed me to do good in the world. The other option was a male life as the wealthy son of a prominent American political figure. He was exceedingly rich and leaned pretty far to the right so our relationship would not be good. I saw myself having a Harvard education and plenty of money but would likely have bad relationships, not have most of my present awareness and not succeed politically in today's climate. I was unsure of whose son exactly I'd have been but I felt he definately could throw his weight around. He wasn't as bad as alot of the current administration but he's not the type I'd ever vote for or get along with and I sensed I'd likely be a source of shame for him. All my present issues with the government would be uncontrollably a source of conflict had I been born in that life. Still it would be interesting to find out who this individual is. I'd just have to find out if any prominent Republicans had a child around 1982-1984, though that might be a pretty big task. The reason for pickig my current life was that it provided mental conflict and a stable environment to resolve it, but not too easy I'd never pursue anything deeper, as in the 2 wealthy lives.
I also saw the prelife before one of my prominent roman lives to see the other options were to be the emperor of China's son or the son of a Syrian governor. In another of my lives I saw the other option of being born as the son of an Italian farmer who'd be a conflicted priest or the son of a Polish aristocrat. That was very interesting because I later met that individual in the life I ultimately chose and had strong affection for him almost as though I actually were his son!
