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[Revolucion_bohemia]

Well, this is the life i have most things to work with, here goes my formal introduction, probably some of you have read it before, is the one i posted in EK with an actual update.

First: introduction and background


I´m 19, i´m a girl, i don´t say my name, i don´t like to use it, so... people can call me whatever way they want, i´m argentinian, that´s why i write weird and with grammar errors =P.

As i child, around 7 or 8 i started to show interest in WWII, although before i had already show interest for Germany, i loved Germany for no aparent reason. I read all i could about WWII, specially major events and above all, about the holocaust, i liked to see documentaries on tv about it, i wasn´t shocked, i enjoyed them, and watched them with a morbid fascination (i´m not a sadist) I still feel the same.I also liked to read about biology, health and race. At 11 i started to learn german with a book since i considered it the best language ever. As i grew up there were times when i was really interested in nazi Germany and times when i didn´t think about it, until... june 2005.

What happened in June 2005? I saw der Untergang in the cinema, it really shocked me and fascinated me. After that, my interest in nazi Germany came again and 100 more strong than the other times. That year we put internet, i wasn´t scared that my parents would see the pages of nazi things i was watching at and investigating, but (as stupid as it sounds) i was scared that the Mossad was having control of all the pages seen in the internet, so that kept me for entering certain sites for some time, then i thought well, what the hell, and started entering them.

When i started investigating and reading sites about nazis and holocaust, I started to have the first flashes of pl things. (this belongs to the second part). I believed in reincarnation since i was around 11, but i didn´t know too much about it.Like for example, when i was a beatlefan i thought i was John Lennon´s reincarnation because i liked his music and i liked England (i still like England anyways),but i never had any single dream about him , i thought it was strange because i was thinking about them all day, why didn´t i dream with them too? this will make fall the theory that i dreamt of nazis because i thought about them, apparently my mind doesn´t work that way. Anyways, reincarnation wasn´t in my mind after having the first flash.

In June 2006 i found a movie that i was looking for for 9 years, Death ship, i saw it at 9 and it shoked me too, and in that time i didn´t even realized it had nazi things on it (i don´t know how i couldn´t see it, it´s obvious, since Horst Wessel lied till big flags on the film). When i saw it again last year i thought, ok, it´s enough, why are nazi things following me all my life? what the hell does it has to do with me? what? reincarnation? soul bond? what??? and i started searching in the web for reincarnation things. This is when i found Children past lives forum (CPL). In there they talked about how listen to foreign languages is a dream is a sign of past lives, as so is the interests in a period, on certain subjects, waking up nervous after a pl dream/flash etc ect. It opened my eyes.

Second part: dreams and flashes

1) Dreams with no emotion but with repetitive theme:

_ I´m a young man in a "german prison", there are no guards, I can go in and out the place whenever I want. I think I have to get a job to pay my food cupons. The place was crowded (in the grass part) and solitaire (in the barracks). There are two groups of people, separated by a fence, one group are the prisoners and the other I don´t know, but they were not prisoners. I´m not very sure in wich one was. There was a pool in the prison, but I wasn´t allowed in.

_ I´m a child in Auschwitz (boy, around 6 year old) and I worked carrying papers and stuff for a female guard, it was a nice and easy job. I´ve been there for the most part of my life. My aunt (?) was also with me, and she teached me things.

_ I´m a guard in a concentration camp and I have to guide a groups of argentinian prisoners (I was not in Argentina)

2) Dreams with emotion

_ First I´m having a regular dream, then I feel a strong pull and two pictures appear, one is a black and white photograph from a wedding, is damaged in a side; the other is a carnet photo, cepia color, the same man from the wedding picture is there but younger, and looked frightened. Then, I´m in a university, and someone says to me "when the roman empire allowed a single drop of impure blood in their lines, the pipes didn´t resisted and the empire perished"
I woke up from that dream scared and nervous. That night, before going to sleep I had convinced myself that I had to have a past life dream.

3) Flashes

_ I´m a doctor and I´m attending a concentration camp prisoner.Someone was talking to me in german and I replied, I understood everything in the dream but I didn´t know what I have said when I woke up. (after this dream-flash I also woke up nervous) (this was the first flash)

_ (while listening to the "Om" cd for the first time) I´m working in a red cross hospital carrying boxes with little "jars" and neddles during the war.(I suppose it was a red cross hospital because i saw a nurse with the red cross sign in her cap, just for that)

_ this one didn´t happen in a dream: I was the standard-bearer in a school act, when I had to retire, they put a military march (is called "the flag"), and while I was walking I strongly felt I was back in nazi Germany, marching with those big standarts. (I was standard-bearer lots of times, and that flash only happened once, i think it was triggered by the military march although it was an argentinian one)

Third: interpretations

My first validations was the pool thing, i didn´t know there were any in the camps. I investigated a little then about this. There were 3 camps with pools,. Ravensbrück, Terezin and Auschwitz. One day i found in CPL a method of automatic writing that consisted in just... write whatever comes to your mind. The first time i tried it i wrote about how a train of gypsy prisoners came to the camp and i lied to a woman telling her she could see her son three times a day if she cooperated with us and go where i told her. The second time i wrote "20 may 1944: things are not well, internal camp problems... the superior changed, politics changed" I started to search after writing this and i discovered the commandar of Auschwitz changed in 11 may 1944 for the third and last time... this was my second validation.
Another recent "validation" or detail to take in consideration was the other day that i dreamt that i was reading something about a bomb thrown in a school near Auschwitz, and i could hear the sound. When i wake up i search in google and i find a several bombs were throwned near factories in Auschwitz from august 1944 till the end of the war. Not exactly as i dreamt it but similar. What i don´t know is why i couldn´t dream it directly instead of dreaming i read it (it wasn´t something i had read before somewhere else, or at least not consciously)

So ...i think i worked there, everytime i see a colour picture of the camp i feel like i could breath the air and be there again

I also had some memories of personal things, but i couldn´t validate any.

I´m really interested in past lives things, i´m studying arts and i will also start medicine in august. I want to be a psychiatrist so that way i can study soul (in arts), body (in medicine) and the connection between them (in the psychiatry specialization). I came with this idea after pl things anyways, so i don´t think it´s relevant as a sign or anything.

Update september 26th: I dreamt in march that there were something that in it´s moment i described in my journal as "medical vans" in Auschwitz , that had a symbol of a T over an M. In it´s moment i thought they were ambulances but i didn ´t find too much about ambulances and nothing about the symbol , so i disregarded the dream for 5 moths. Last week i told an internet friend about it and she told me today that she saw a documentary that there were vans with a T over and M and they were mobile gas chambers. So well... another thing to the list i guess, too bad i couldn´t find any pictures in the web.

[Revolucion_bohemia]

I also suspect i have a life in Victorian England. i still don´t have any memories about it, but i´m very drawn to the time, when i saw the movie "From Hell" i felt very familiar with the scenaries, plus i also like England, and i love the accent of the East end.
I think i smoked opium and drank absinthe back then since i´m very curious about them.
Maybe i worked as an archeologist or paleontologist and went to Africa to work, I like the scenaries of Kenya a lot and i think it would be great to wake up in a place like that. I wanted to be a paleontologist when i was a kid, among other things, but that one was strong. My vision of Africa is still the one of 1890 with tribes and such, it´s hard for me to think in modern Africa, although in my more recent life the things changed there, but i wasn´t focused on them i guess.
I think i died one or two years before 1900 because i´m absolutely not interested in the period of 1900-20, but the interest increases as years increases, which makes me think i wasn´t in any life in the first decade of 1900 and my interest grows then when i´m a child and start to have conscience of the world around me.
I also liked to played that i was an explorer, i liked to see maps and organize travels there, i chose Africa once, the other times i don ´t remember.

Update 1st february 2008 : In 1872 my family (wife and two kids) and I had to pack to leave home for some reason, then i had to leave them go to war (?) in Africa (Second Ashanti war?). When i came back I couldn`t find my family anywhere but i found a box with their belongings, i knew they have been waiting for me to come back but i don`t know what happened to them.


Of older past lives i know nothing, of ancient civilizations i´m interested in Greece, not in Rome, not in Egypt.
I once had a dream about being a poor girl in China, i was with my brother and then i went swimming somewhere, but it was something very vague.

[Brooklynfan]

Im curious, are you wanting to use this as just a log, or are you willing to let it be open to comments and thoughts?

I have a few responses I would like to give to some of the things you talked about, but I feel it is appropriate that I ask permission before I interrupt any further than I already have.

Wilhelm

[Revolucion_bohemia]

Feel free to comment, i don´t have memories often so probably i won´t update in a while.

[Brooklynfan]

I dont have much time to reply, but there are a few things that id like to comment on before I forget..

My first validations was the pool thing, i didn´t know there were any in the camps. I investigated a little then about this. There were 3 camps with pools,. Ravensbrück, Terezin and Auschwitz.

Very true, in fact the 'pool' is one of the main 'factors' that the Holocaust deniers like to use to say that Auschwitz couldnt have been a death camp (despite the overwhelming evidence to the contrary.) There was a pool there, in Auschwitz I, I believe. Olympic size, if I remember correctly, for use by SS men and officers, rather utilitarian looking. It wasnt used all that often, and it was also meant (primarily, IMHO) as a water source for the fire brigade.

One day i found in CPL a method of automatic writing that consisted in just... write whatever comes to your mind. The first time i tried it i wrote about how a train of gypsy prisoners came to the camp and i lied to a woman telling her she could see her son three times a day if she cooperated with us and go where i told her.

Unfortunately, that wasnt particularly uncommon, especially amongst the medical personell. People will do things a lot more willingly if you can convince them that theyll get something beneficial from it. And even though I think most of them knew it was never going to happen, they still harbored that hope.

The second time i wrote "20 may 1944: things are not well, internal camp problems... the superior changed, politics changed" I started to search after writing this and i discovered the commandar of Auschwitz changed in 11 may 1944 for the third and last time... this was my second validation.

Thats when Hoess came back after being transferred in Dec 43 because of certain allegations. To be honest, I liked him better, although we really didnt see much of him.

So ...i think i worked there, everytime i see a colour picture of the camp i feel like i could breath the air and be there again

Would you be willing to expand on this? I dont know if I exactly understand what you are saying. Is this a "Schone Tage" (nostalgic) thing or something different? The reason I ask is because there was a very... unique quality to the air at Auschwitz, and I wonder if you have the same recollections.

I also had some memories of personal things, but i couldn´t validate any.

I would be interested to hear if you are willing to share. Youd be surprised at what can be validated, and I have a rather large library of Holocaust books that I would be willing to reference to help you get more correlations.

I´m working in a red cross hospital carrying boxes with little "jars" and neddles during the war.(I suppose it was a red cross hospital because i saw a nurse with the red cross sign in her cap, just for that)

Something to consider, by late 1944, its estimated that somewhere between 70 and 80% of the men stationed at Auschwitz were front line men who had been injured and sent to 'ride a desk' as they say (Actually, a large percentage werent even SS... They were members of the Heeres and Luftwaffe that were transferred to the SS) so that may be more valid than you might think.

Also, did the DRK worker happen to look like this-
http://www.soldat.com/KS3.jpg
or this
http://www.soldat.com/KS4.jpg

(as an aside, they actually tried to choose women to work the frontlines and hospitals who were 'homely' so the soldiers wouldnt be.. tempted. Didnt work. I gotta say, I thought the DRK worker that took care of me after I was injured was one of the hottest women on the planet... beside my Fiancee, that is Then again, I hadnt seen a German woman in a looong time, so she might have been a total Hundin...)

I look forward to your responses

Wilhelm

[Zetascair20086]

Now I remember you! You posted about this on CPL, I remember replying with the link to the photos of the pool at Auswhitz. What topic title did you post this originally under at CPL? I can search my document pad and repost whatever I wrote then.

[Zetascair20086]

Found it. I'll post it in 2 parts as that's how I originally replied. Unfortunately I only have my own response and not the post I was replying to, so I don't know the url of the link I was discussing. I assume you still have it though.

Then I did some research and found that there was a swimming pool in Auschwitz.

Wow that's amazing. I had a dream a long time ago about Auswhitz where I was at a pool and there were nazis swimming in it. I had a past life in Auswhitz but I always disregarded the pool dream as being maybe partially filled with memory but the pool was just sort of a distortion. I'm not sure how to phrase it. I guess it's like a dream where you feel some of it was true memory with bits of fantasy mixed in. But there really was a pool then? Where did you find this info and do you have a link to a picture? I'm really curious now as I never would have thought that dream could be a real memory, but I guess I was wrong!

[Zetascair20086]

The pool in the links does not match the one in my dream, though there was a small stir of familiarity, perhaps just because of the background. The pool in my dream looked more like a regular pool except the background looked like barracks at Auswhitz and the guy in the pool was a nazi. I had that dream a long time ago, before I thought about reincarnation and only in retrospect, after researching the holocaust, did I suspect the dream may have had any meaning. I saw other places in Auswhitz I recognized, though the pool thing always baffled me, it did not make much sense so I disregarded the dream, I barely remember the details now. But I did see an Auswhitz pick matching the background I saw of the pool, except there was no pool in the picture I found.

I would have to agree with what others have said regarding the links. They do appear to be made by people trying to deny the holocaust, the second link being outright propaganda and more than a little bit creepy. I'm still not sure what to make of the pool dream. The sauna picture on the 2nd site looked a bit more like the pool area, but the pictures themselves are questionable coming from such a website. It's not inconceivable the guards at Auswhitz had recreational areas set aside when they were off duty, though I can't picture prisoners being allowed to use them. I had already known about the brothels, I feel I had met a French prostitute there that I knew in the life immediately beforehand who was still alive apparantly. Small world huh?

[Revolucion_bohemia]

My first validations was the pool thing, i didn´t know there were any in the camps. I investigated a little then about this. There were 3 camps with pools,. Ravensbrück, Terezin and Auschwitz.

Very true, in fact the 'pool' is one of the main 'factors' that the Holocaust deniers like to use to say that Auschwitz couldnt have been a death camp (despite the overwhelming evidence to the contrary.) There was a pool there, in Auschwitz I, I believe. Olympic size, if I remember correctly, for use by SS men and officers, rather utilitarian looking. It wasnt used all that often, and it was also meant (primarily, IMHO) as a water source for the fire brigade.

Yes, that´s basically what my research about it said. However i don´t remember in my dream the use of it, nobody was in, but somebody was going to enter (i can´t say if he was an officer or prisoner or what because he was wearing normal clothes) he invited me to join him but i couldn´t.

One day i found in CPL a method of automatic writing that consisted in just... write whatever comes to your mind. The first time i tried it i wrote about how a train of gypsy prisoners came to the camp and i lied to a woman telling her she could see her son three times a day if she cooperated with us and go where i told her.

Unfortunately, that wasnt particularly uncommon, especially amongst the medical personell. People will do things a lot more willingly if you can convince them that theyll get something beneficial from it. And even though I think most of them knew it was never going to happen, they still harbored that hope.

Yeah, i think i abused of that strategy. When i first got that result with automatic writing i didn´t really know they used to lie that way to prisoners, i just tried to focus in the situation and what were my feelings and thoughts about it, and well, lie to them to get cooperation seemed to me the most reasonable and natural thing to do in a situation like that. I later saw in a film how they lied, and i thought "gosh, then it was something to take into consideration".

The second time i wrote "20 may 1944: things are not well, internal camp problems... the superior changed, politics changed" I started to search after writing this and i discovered the commandar of Auschwitz changed in 11 may 1944 for the third and last time... this was my second validation.

Thats when Hoess came back after being transferred in Dec 43 because of certain allegations. To be honest, I liked him better, although we really didnt see much of him.

Höß again? what i found is that on 11 may 1944 the command passed to Richard Baer...

So ...i think i worked there, everytime i see a colour picture of the camp i feel like i could breath the air and be there again

Would you be willing to expand on this? I dont know if I exactly understand what you are saying. Is this a "Schone Tage" (nostalgic) thing or something different? The reason I ask is because there was a very... unique quality to the air at Auschwitz, and I wonder if you have the same recollections.

Oh, no, sorry if it gave place to misunderstandings, it was more a Schone tage feeling. Although i may have a sensation of what kind of air you ´re talking about.

I also had some memories of personal things, but i couldn´t validate any.

I would be interested to hear if you are willing to share. Youd be surprised at what can be validated, and I have a rather large library of Holocaust books that I would be willing to reference to help you get more correlations.

Thank you for your help, but still i don´t think they can be validated since they don´t relate to Auschwitz. I remembered for example that my father hit me, i don ´t know if frequently but at least once, that never happened to me in this life, but i guess it was not uncommon back then (it still happens a lot today...). And well, that kind of things could have happened to anyone.

I´m working in a red cross hospital carrying boxes with little "jars" and neddles during the war.(I suppose it was a red cross hospital because i saw a nurse with the red cross sign in her cap, just for that)

Something to consider, by late 1944, its estimated that somewhere between 70 and 80% of the men stationed at Auschwitz were front line men who had been injured and sent to 'ride a desk' as they say (Actually, a large percentage werent even SS... They were members of the Heeres and Luftwaffe that were transferred to the SS) so that may be more valid than you might think.

Also, did the DRK worker happen to look like this-
http://www.soldat.com/KS3.jpg
or this
http://www.soldat.com/KS4.jpg

(as an aside, they actually tried to choose women to work the frontlines and hospitals who were 'homely' so the soldiers wouldnt be.. tempted. Didnt work. I gotta say, I thought the DRK worker that took care of me after I was injured was one of the hottest women on the planet... beside my Fiancee, that is Then again, I hadnt seen a German woman in a looong time, so she might have been a total Hundin...)

Wow, yeah, that´s exactly how the nurse looked like, thanks for the links, the only picture i had found was some miniature collectible dolls.
I always liked the SS and had a kind of "superiority feeling" towards the Wehrmacht, not about the Luftwaffe, but i dislike it.

Thanks for your comments =)

[Revolucion_bohemia]

Now I remember you! You posted about this on CPL, I remember replying with the link to the photos of the pool at Auswhitz. What topic title did you post this originally under at CPL? I can search my document pad and repost whatever I wrote then.

Yeah, in CPL i only posted some things but not too much detailed. I think the title was "Holocaust", there was already a lot of posts in it when i joined, now it probably changed, i can look in all my posts to see how it´s called now but you already found it, anyways, the post you were replying to doesn´t differ from what i posted here about the pool dream.
I think it caused a little disturb the fact i linked to denial websites, but those websites are the only ones that presents pictures of the pool, so it was inevitable if people wanted to see pictures of it and know what it is said about it.

[Brooklynfan]

I dont really have time for a full response, but a citation for the following, to prove im not neglectful in my memories and research (AKA that im not crazy)

Höß again? what i found is that on 11 may 1944 the command passed to Richard Baer...

From Wikipedia:

After being replaced as the Auschwitz commander by Arthur Liebehenschel on December 1, 1943, Höß assumed Liebehenschel's former position as the chairman of Amt D I in Amtsgruppe D of the SS-Wirtschafts-Verwaltungshauptamt (WVHA); he also was appointed deputy of WVHA leader Richard Glücks.

On May 8, 1944, however, Höß returned to supervise Aktion Höß in which 430,000 Hungarian Jews are killed.

And since wikipedia is about as reliable as a Russian Tank engine, a better citation, pg 360, Death Dealer, The memoirs of the SS Kommandant at Auschwitz (Appendix II, Chronolgy);

8 May 1944
Kommandant Liebehenschel is transferred to Majdanek. The former Kommandant Rudolf Hoss (cant figure out how to do Umlauts here) returns and becomes the head of the SS garrison. Hoss is given overall command of the extermination of the Hungarian Jews

In other words, Hoss was a 'git er done' type of guy, and they knew thay needed someone who could organize the single largest Aktion the camp had seen...

Baer was not the overall Kommandant, he was the Kommandant of Auschwitz I. He WAS made Kommandant of that particular camp on 5 May 1944, but he was not the overall Kommandant, simply the Kommandant of Auschwitz I (Fun with camp heierarchy... There was an overall Kommandant and then there were individual Kommandants in charge of each individual camp (AuschwitzI, AuschwitzII/Birkenau, and Auschwitz III. This was done in Nov, 1943, I think... But ill have to check)
More later

Wilhelm

[Revolucion_bohemia]

I never thought you were crazy, i was just confused because what you have said before didn´t match with my research, but i haven´t really read too much about the history of Auschwitz commandants or the organization of the camps, so well, now you explain it i understand.
Too bad the dates of both changes (8 may and 11 may)were close so i can´t really know by that to what commandant i was referring to when i wrote it... =(

Hey, i wanted to ask you about red cross hospitals. Do you know if they were hospitals or big tents that followed soldiers or what exactly?
Thanks

[Brooklynfan]

but i haven´t really read too much about the history of Auschwitz commandants or the organization of the camps, so well, now you explain it i understand.

Not a big surprise, its not particularly understood by historians, primaily because it was so damn confusing (hell, it confused us back then) Theres a good section in "The anatomy of the Auschwitz Death Camp" about how things were set up, if you can find the book or get it through Amazon.com or something. (Its also got some really good articles on the Gypsy camp and "The Crimes of Josef Mengele", as well as a psycho-sociological breakdown of the men who worked at the camp.)

The institution of a new Commandant in Auschwitz I wouldnt have been something I was particularly concerned about. The three camps were sort of little universes upon themselves, so there really wasnt much interaction between them. The only time I spent in Auschwitz I was when I was going to the barracks to drink or sleep, or when I had to take my Sonderkommando to pick up some of the 'refuse' from Block 10. So for me it would have been more of a "hey, thats interesting" sort of thing, kinda like hearing that one of the other units got a new commander. To be frank, it didnt really affect me, so I didnt give a whit about it.

Hey, i wanted to ask you about red cross hospitals. Do you know if they were hospitals or big tents that followed soldiers or what exactly?

Both actually. There were field hospitals which were set up near the front lines (usually manned by men only, no nurses ) These were usually either in large gray troop tents or hospital tents or set up in some local building (if they got lucky and found a solid building to set up in) then there were the rear hospitals, which were more pernament. Most of the big hospitals were set up in either Germany proper, or one of the well controlled territories.

The largest permanent hospital for the SS was the SS hospital at Dachau, which was HUGE. I spent some time there, it was actually a rather nice facility for a hospital.

Medical care was actually pretty evolved, basically, you got injured and were 'immediately' taken care of by a Sani. If youre wounds couldnt be patched up there, you were sent to the feld hospital, where they would do what they could. If you were able to recouperate and go back to the front immediately, you were sent back to youre unit. If you were too bad off or dahabilitated in some way, you got sent back to one of the major hospital centers in the Reich to take care of you until you were deemed fit to return to frontline duty, fit for rearline duty, or declared unfit for duty and discharged (this became increasingly rare as the war went on). All in all, it wasnt unlike the modern system that we use here in the US.

As an aside, I know there were a few medical personnel who were transferred (or wheedled) their way into Auschwitz after being injured at the front, so it wouldnt be a far streach for someone to have been transferred in from the front. I know of one famous example who spent some time at the front with Wiking before being transferred. He was rather proud of his frontline service- and his black wound badge. I can only hope that the medical care he gave to the men at the front was better than the care he gave to his prisoners.


On a completely different note, I noticed that you were talking about the Victorian era earlier. I will ask one thing, please, PLEASE dont use "From Hell" as any sort of reference tool for studying the Victorian era, and especially the Leather Apron murders. The only thing that it has in common with history was that there were a number of murders in one of the seedier parts of London, and that the fellow heading up the investigation was named Aberlene. Aside from that, its pretty much hogswallop (Yes, I completely despise that movie). If you want to know more about Victorian England during the time of the Murders, there is a good article on www.casebook.org called "Jack The Rippers London" that is very good. If you cant find it let me know and ill see if I can find it on my Casebook DVD (I know its on there somewhere, but its a bear to search- Ripperologists arent the best at organization... may be why theres only a single box of files left from the origonal case )

Wilhelm

[Zetascair20086]

Yeah, in CPL i only posted some things but not too much detailed. I think the title was "Holocaust", there was already a lot of posts in it when i joined, now it probably changed, i can look in all my posts to see how it´s called now but you already found it, anyways, the post you were replying to doesn´t differ from what i posted here about the pool dream.
I think it caused a little disturb the fact i linked to denial websites, but those websites are the only ones that presents pictures of the pool, so it was inevitable if people wanted to see pictures of it and know what it is said about it.

The title listed in my document pad was Remembering a Holocaust Past Life, but after searching CPL for an hour I couldn't find the post, so it does look like they deleted it. I did notice something funny however. When I stopped posting there in February I was #27 on the top posters list, since leaving and being inactive for 6 and 1/2 months I went up to #26! If their having such high traffic how is it I'm moving up on the list without posting?!

They did however have problems with a holocaust denier on the forum before. I don't recall the user name, but there was a guy who posted there in great volume about how people's memories of dying in the gas chambers in Holocaust past lives couldn't be real because none of that ever happened. I remember later he was found to have spent 8 months in prison for desecrating a cemetary. I don't remember much else except he was Dutch and later apologized on the forum for his past actions "on advice of his lawyers". Whether he was being honest I'm not sure, but I don't think he ever returned after that. Does anyone else remember who I'm talking about, it was awhile ago but I'm guessing I'm not the only one who remembers him.

[Revolucion_bohemia]

The institution of a new Commandant in Auschwitz I wouldnt have been something I was particularly concerned about. The three camps were sort of little universes upon themselves, so there really wasnt much interaction between them.

I remembered the pool that is in Auschwitz I... and in automatic writing came the topic of selections, that were performed in Auschwitz Birkenau... Are there probabilities that i were in both? if there were separated by 3 Km it seems like a distance i can do with no problem... or could be the pool just an isolated memory of Auschwitz I? Do you know if Baer or Höß in his return implanted any changes in the politics of the camp? since i can´t find too much about it on the web, maybe that way i can know who am i referring to

Both actually. There were field hospitals which were set up near the front lines (usually manned by men only, no nurses ) These were usually either in large gray troop tents or hospital tents or set up in some local building (if they got lucky and found a solid building to set up in)

If there were no nurses i guess i wasn´t in one of these then, anyways, the walls in my dream seemed solid.

then there were the rear hospitals, which were more pernament. Most of the big hospitals were set up in either Germany proper, or one of the well controlled territories.

Maybe it was one of these the one i worked in...

As an aside, I know there were a few medical personnel who were transferred (or wheedled) their way into Auschwitz after being injured at the front, so it wouldnt be a far streach for someone to have been transferred in from the front. I know of one famous example who spent some time at the front with Wiking before being transferred. He was rather proud of his frontline service- and his black wound badge. I can only hope that the medical care he gave to the men at the front was better than the care he gave to his prisoners..

I read that in Auschwitz there were personell wearing the red cross sign, do you know if there were nurses wearing the DRK uniform in the camp? or is it too unprobable? because maybe i´m not remembering a hospital but just a part of the camp, i only inferred it was a Red cross hospital because the nurse had that uniform.

On a completely different note, I noticed that you were talking about the Victorian era earlier. I will ask one thing, please, PLEASE dont use "From Hell" as any sort of reference tool for studying the Victorian era, and especially the Leather Apron murders. The only thing that it has in common with history was that there were a number of murders in one of the seedier parts of London, and that the fellow heading up the investigation was named Aberlene. Aside from that, its pretty much hogswallop (Yes, I completely despise that movie). If you want to know more about Victorian England during the time of the Murders, there is a good article on www.casebook.org called "Jack The Rippers London" that is very good. If you cant find it let me know and ill see if I can find it on my Casebook DVD (I know its on there somewhere, but its a bear to search- Ripperologists arent the best at organization... may be why theres only a single box of files left from the origonal case )

Thanks but don´t worry, the things i focused from that movie weren´t the killings or Jack the Ripper, but the scenaries (although i think it ws filmed in Prague), the lifestyle, the general culture and the clothes.
I´ll try to find the article you mention, it seems interesting.